Have you ever had a feeling where you've lost all reason and are the days a count down to your end? Have you ever felt the pain of a loss you can't take and do you think you'll ever be the same? And I've been there before and I'll be there again. Keeping it together falling apart at the seams. Forcing a smile write down my thoughts and I've wrote this song one hundred times before. This is my SOS plea. This is my eulogy. A letter of contempt. A poem that self represents. This is my sweet lullaby giving me nightmares all the time and I'm scared out of my mind. It's not easy your losing me lost in thought and you're walking out the door. All my friends become strangers I'm talking to myself for company. I'm all fucked up but am I crazy? It's hard to tell locked in this self made prison cell. I'm sorry same story wanna hear it one last time? Same start same ending it's fucking never ending.